Wednesday, September 11, 2019
I have a several roles to fill, and I know that God put me in those for a reason. Sometimes I do question them, if what I am doing is heading us down the right path, if it is enough, am I using the gifts and talents I have been given, am I being authentically me through it all.
Have these thoughts, these questions run through your mind before?
As I have been looking at my purpose over the years, I have been realizing recently it is changing. Just like the seasons, just like age, just like life, our purpose changes. It grows and changes as we learn, grow, or change.
Change in our journey or direction. Change in our roles or our age. Change in our hearts or attitudes. Sometimes those things are planned, we can see them coming. Yet other times, they come with the twists and turns on our path, seemingly out of nowhere. Sometimes we are in control of it, sometimes not. Sometimes we think we are in control, but we really aren't. Sometimes we have it figured out, while other times not so much.
Priorities are a big part of this. What are you priorities? Where do you place value? What do you make a priority?
Those things will determine what you fill your day, your week, your month, your year with.
Even making space for, well space or margin, downtime, and rest can be a priority, can be scheduled, can be put on the calendar.
So what am I going to put on my calendar?
For those, like me, who are does, planners, list makers, and such I have love to keep it going, even when I would be better off taking some downtime. I am learning this about myself and being more aware and in tune, as well as honest about what I truly need...even if it means to take a nap or to rest. But it isn't always easy for me to put those as a priority.
So as I dig deeper, make some decisions, set up routines & schedules, and create rituals I am taking a closer look my roles, my priorities, my goals. Looking at what works and doesn't, what needs to change, and more. I am also looking at what works in the best interest of each of my roles and where I can use my gifts and talents best. One thing I know for sure is I love to write, I always have. So I want to make writing a priority.
I am not looking at this as I can do it all, I want to do it all. I am looking at this as, where can I find a better flow that works with the path I am on, the person I am meant to be, my roles that provides a balanced harmony. And through that flow, through that balanced harmony I can bring my best to each area, letting myself grow where needed, keep learning, finding that natural flow & rhythm that this next season can bring.
What will the next season bring for you? Where are you placing your priorities? What will your flow and rhythm look like? How will you blend your roles?
Monday, September 9, 2019
It's feeling like Fall near us, though tomorrow they are saying 80, but then back into Fall type weather. I have been out of town since last week Wednesday. For us, it feels like we begin our school year this week in September. Getting ready, gearing up and now we put it into action. August cruised by, almost too quickly. I am hoping to settle into a slower pace as September continues, setting some new routines and schedules, finding a flow in my own daily rituals.
This feels like a good time to reassess, recalibrate as needed. What has been working, what hasn't, what needs to change. What do I need to do, change? Where do I need to grow, want to grow? Where do we need to change things up for the kids? What does my marriage need?
I have finished planning out the home school school year. Though we do go year round, we officially start this week adding in more subjects, different activities, and so on. I need to add the info and plan to the lesson plan book. But we have it figured out.
I am taking this week myself to dig in deeper, listen, discover my flow for Fall.
I am looking forward to new adventures, digging in deeper, and discovering or rediscovering. What that looks like and what that means I am not sure yet. I want to take time to see how the past 8 months have tied into my year's word rejuvenation. For September I am focusing in on ease.
What does this look like? Where do I need to find more ease?
Where do you need to find more ease? What does this look like for you?